How To Do Your Makeup for TV or Photography

***Disclaimer: If you love makeup, you probably could teach me a few things about this subject. I'm not a makeup artist. I'm not an expert. Heck, I don't usually even wear much makeup. I'm just a crazy lady who went on local TV. This is what I learned about doing my makeup for TV, but don't take it as gospel. Get it? Got it? Good.

A couple weeks ago I did my first TV appearance for my business, Whimsy and Lark. I consider myself a girly girl, but I've never really been a huge makeup wearer. Day-to-day, I normally go for chapstick and mascara. Maybe a little blush. If I'm going out of the house, I'll put on a little more makeup, but in general I like to keep things simple.

So I had to figure out a few things about makeup when I went on TV. I didn't want to look like a ghost, but I didn't want to look like a clown, either. I wanted to represent my business well and look professional on screen. The makeup look I finally came up with, I think, strikes a happy medium. (See the previous post for a photo of me on set). I plan on doing this makeup on myself for our upcoming family pictures, too.

What I did:

1. Made a list of makeup I'd need. It makes it so much easier when you go shopping and you're staring down a huge aisle of a million different products.

2. Go shopping. I bought several things. I probably spent about $75 on makeup not counting what I already had. Here's a list for you non-makeup obsessed girls of what you might consider buying for your appearance or photo shoot:

• Mascara. Get black, for Pete's sake. My favorite is Revlon Photoready 3D Volume Mascara. It is probably about the best drugstore mascara I've tried. But if you have a favorite, just use that.

• Blush. If you have lighter skin like me, don't get a dark color. Go for a rosy or peachy pink blush. If you have tan or dark skin (lucky) you can get a fun red or pink.

• Foundation. If you have a hard time picking out a foundation, I HIGHLY recommend reading this post. I have really oily skin. After about 2 hours, my foundation usually slides right off. So I got Revlon ColorStay Makeup for oily skin and it has been GREAT. The coverage is a little heavier which is perfect for TV.

• Primer. At $18, this was my most expensive item. And TOTALLY worth it. I got the Ulta brand. 

• Lipstick or Stain. I really prefer lip stains. I think they look more natural than lipstick. You don't have to worry about it getting on your teeth. But if you have a favorite lipstick you love, go with that. My favorite one is Revlon Just Bitten Lipstain + Balm in Victorian. A note about this brand--the balm they provide with the stain is not great. You need a good lip balm because stain can be really drying on your lips. I usually just apply the stain and then put my favorite lip balm on instead. 

• Brow Filler. I'll elaborate on this later, but just know YOU NEED THIS. I don't care who you are. You could have Groucho Marx eyebrows and you would still need this. You could be the Snow Queen and have white eyebrows and YOU WOULD STILL NEED THIS. I got Revlon (can you see a theme here? I like Revlon) Brow Fantasy in Dark Blonde. 

• Pressed Powder. I got this one.

• Bronzer. You need this, too. Trust me. I got Cover Girl Clean Glow Bronzer in Spices.

• Eyeshadow. This is one where I'd say, if you can afford to splurge and get Urban Decay or Stila, go for it. I didn't want to spend $50+ for eyeshadow, so I got NYX Adorable Adorable Shadow Palette and it was fine. The biggest thing to remember about eyeshadow is to avoid the glittery or "frosty" looking shadows since they can reflect light and look bad on camera.

• Highlighter. I used the one that came in my eyeshadow palette, but you could use pretty much any highlighter as long as it is matte.

• Brushes. Real makeup brushes. Not those little swab things they provide in the case. I would say you should get AT LEAST an eyeshadow brush, a blush brush, and a powder brush. There are a ton of different makeup brushes out there. Some are super cheap and some are very expensive. I'd say don't get the cheapest of the cheap but somewhere in the middle of the road will work. I spent about $5-$12 on my brushes.

3. Do a practice run. Apply your full face at least once so that you know for sure that everything you got will work with your skin tone, hair, and outfit.

4. Then you're ready for the real deal. Apply everything you just got:

First, remember that you are not trying to "hide" your face under a disgusting layer of pancake makeup. I for one love it when you can see someone's actual skin, freckles, etc. That being said, you do need to get good coverage with your makeup. Au natural often just doesn't look great on TV. The goal with makeup is to enhance your features enough that the bright lighting of TV or a camera doesn't wash you out and make you look unlike your beautiful self.

• Start with a clean face. I shower in the morning, so I did my makeup after my shower. If you need to moisturize, do that too.

• Apply your primer. Just smooth it all over your face and eyelids. I used my fingers. This step might be one that you skip in your daily routine, but do it for on-camera. Like, for reals. I applied my makeup and then had a 2 hour drive to get to the TV studio so I NEEDED my makeup to last. Primer is very important. It will help your makeup stay on longer, help your makeup not settle into creases, and make your foundation go on smoother.

• Do foundation next. I blotted mine on with a makeup sponge (but you can use a beauty blender or your fingers). I made sure to get a good layer on my entire face, and blended it down to my neck, but I didn't overdo it. I struggle with large pores, so I made extra sure to get good coverage on my trouble spots.

• Contouring. Do not be scared of this! It seems intimidating but it's actually pretty easy. A little bit of practice and you'll be a pro. This is where your bronzer, highlighter, and also a little of your eyebrow pencil, comes in. I recommend this video if you are unsure of how to highlight/contour. I just remember the basics--Using a brush, apply bronzer in a "3" shape on your hairline, temples, below your cheekbones, and below your chin. And blend blend blend.

• Blush. On the apples of your cheeks. Don't overdo but don't be shy, either. Blush is important because those studio lights can really wash you out.

• Eyebrows. This is so important. I used to think that the eyebrows weren't that important but it can seriously make ALL the difference to the way your face looks. You need to have freshly tweezed/waxed brows. I tweeze mine. I also use a tiny pair of scissors to trim the extra hairs so everything is short and tight and stays where it is supposed to. Then I apply the brow filler. My favorite, Revlon Brow Fantasy, has 2 ends, a pencil and a gel. I use the pencil first to fill in my brows. Use short strokes. The goal is to fill in the natural shape of your brow, not to try to draw a new one. In my experience if you get the right brow pencil, it's hard to go too dark with the brows. Next, I use the gel end to set my brows. I just brush it on with the little wand. That way the brows stay set and none of the hairs move or shift around.

• Then I do all the "finishing" stuff-- Apply eyeshadow first, then your pressed powder, mascara, and lip stain. Finishing with powder is important. I've found that the camera can really magnify any type of shine on your skin, which can happen fast if you're not wearing powder.

That's it! It's really not as intimidating as it seems. I've only done TV once so I know I have a lot to learn, but for me, knowing that I looked nice and my makeup looked good was a huge confidence booster. Once I got in front of the cameras I was able to forget my nervousness a little and just focus on my demo and my message, knowing that my makeup situation was under control. If you can forget your worries and be confident, everything else takes care of itself.

I would say, just try not to overdo (or underdo). If you think you look like a pioneer lady just emerging from the plains, you're probably not wearing enough. If you feel like a clown, it's probably too much and will likely show up on camera, too. 

And finally another evidence to my theory that there is an "Office" clip for every situation in life:

Good luck with your upcoming time in front of a camera! I hope these tips help you with your makeup so that you can feel beautiful and confident in your appearance.

I'm a Loser.

***This post has a little more serious tone than I usually take on this blog. If you enjoy asking every woman you meet whether she's pregnant, skip this post (or actually maybe you should read it for some helpful tips).  If you're looking for something to make you laugh, skip this post.  It probably won't produce chuckles. If you hate soapbox speeches and reading about diets, pass this one by. It's about to get real.***

I'm a loser. Yes, that's right. The best kind of loser. I've been losing weight (You didn't see THAT joke coming, did you?!).  I don't like sharing my weight problems with the world, but I want to celebrate, somehow, the small progress I've made so far. I know I have a long way to go, but I'm proud of what I've been able to accomplish. And I want to stand on my little internet rooftop like a crow and shout it to the world!

Also, I've had a lot of people ask me what I've been doing. So maybe this will help someone else.

I have always struggled with my weight. Always. In high school, some kids (not all) made fun of my weight. Back then, I was a size 14. I didn't feel very comfortable in my body. I couldn't wear most of the cute clothes that my skinny friends could. And probably the hardest for me, was that no boys asked me out. Zero. And that hurt, I'm not gonna lie. I wanted people to see past the outside and get to know me.

Now that I've grown up a little more (hopefully) I realize that one of the unavoidable facts of life is that men are visual. They like to look at pretty things, pretty women being at the top of their list. I know my husband loves me the way I am. In fact, I'm very lucky to have a husband who would NEVER say anything negative about my weight. But I could not let myself balloon up to 400 pounds and still expect him to find me attractive. I realize that this isn't a very feminist attitude to have, but I love my husband. I'm committed to our marriage. It's not all about me. His happiness matters.

My weight has fluctuated in the 10 years since I graduated high school. The smallest I ever was, was when I lived in Ukraine. But living and eating like I did there (tons of walking, not much food) just wasn't sustainable when I got back to the U.S. I gained it all back. I still didn't date much until a series of divinely directed events happened in my life, and I met my husband (AKA the best guy in the world. I feel grateful I found him.).

^^Me at Disneyland about 1 year ago. Puffy and tired.

 ^^My son and I at Yellowstone National Park last year. I was really unhappy with how chubby my face was getting.

I have always tried to lose weight to be more physically attractive to men. But lately, that's not the only motivation I have. It's more than that now.

But the past couple years as my husband and I have been trying to have another baby, I started to realize that something was really wrong with my body. At my heaviest, after I had my son in 2009, I weight 220 pounds. Two. Hundred. Twenty. Pounds. I was horrified. I felt terrible about myself, and so out of control. I believed mainstream society's message about fat people was true of me, too: that I must be lazy slob who ate everything in sight (not true). I really hated myself. The extra weight was taking its toll mentally and physically. I realized it was either lose it, or be increasingly miserable and unhealthy forever. The latter was not an option for me.

At first I thought that a low-fat, vegetarian diet was the way to go. So I did that. Vegetarian diets are pushed so much by the media, liberals, and Hollywood types, that I just took the mainstream's word for it. I was starving all the time. I ran or walked for at least 30 minutes every day. I was always starving and looking for a low-fat, low-calorie way to fill up. I would frequently let myself get way too hungry. Ravenous. My blood sugar would plunge, I would get horrible headaches, and then my diet would be tossed to the wind as I tried to recover from all that. Every time I tried to fast for church, I would get sick for days afterward. I had people tell me that I was anemic and that I needed to take an Iron supplement. I never lost ANY weight. Not one inch. Not an ounce.

To make a long story short, I talked to a friend of mine who had gone through similar health struggles and she suggested that I try the Atkins diet. So here's my advice to anyone wanting to lose weight: If you have tried to lose weight on a low-fat diet and haven't been able to, I would suggest trying Atkins or some similar low-carb diet. Just keep in mind, every body is different. What works for one person may not work for another person. I'm just saying what has been working for me. I feel 100 times better than before. I don't get hungry and therefore I don't binge on junk food.

I don't weigh myself, so I can't tell you what I've lost. I do know that when I started, I was wearing a size 18. I went down to a size 16 recently, and now those are getting loose, too. I still have a long way to go before I reach my goal size, but right now I'm feeling pretty good. My pants fell off the other day. Normally I'd be embarrassed, but I'm too happy to care.

Here are some recent photos of me. You can see the weight loss in my face, shoulders, and waistline. It's subtle, but it's there.

 ^^A couple weeks ago holding my newborn niece.

^^With KUTV's Casey Scott, taping a segment for Fresh Living

Now, let me get on my soapbox. I think most people are wonderful, lovely, kind souls who would never presume to get into things that are none of their business. But in my experience, I know some who can be SO judgmental about others. I've had people tell me that I'm breaking the Word of Wisdom (the LDS [Mormon] diet standards) by doing Atkins (not true and I think most people who believe this don't know much about Atkins). I've had people tell me various things that I should or shouldn't be eating. I've gotten people who will look at me, tell me I look great and they can see that I've been losing weight. Then they'll ask what I'm doing and proceed to tell me that you can't possibly lose weight that way! What these people need to realize is this: What works for me might not work for you, and vice versa. 

Even more hurtful, and more frequent, are the comments about my husband and I having more kids. We've had people say everything from "When are you finally going to have another baby??!!!" "When is your little boy going to get a sibling?" or my favorite, "Your son would behave better if he had a brother or sister to keep him company!!" 

I don't feel that I need to defend us on that subject. Our procreation is nobody's business except mine, my husband's, and God's. I try to let this roll off my back. I really do. But I'm sensitive and I have a thin skin. I can't say how many times I've come home after church, fighting back tears because of some comment someone has made to me. 

So let me give you a hint. If you are thinking about asking someone if they are pregnant, or when they are going to get pregnant, here is a list of times to let that question come out of your mouth. It's pretty simple:

1. Never.

Seriously. That's it. If you're a former pregnancy-asker, now is a great time to reform. I have faith in you. You can stop hurting peoples' feelings, turn from your oblivious ways, and start anew.

I realize this sounds kind of harsh. I promise, I'm a nice person. I like being a yes-girl. Normally I believe that people shouldn't let the little things offend them. But when someone is standing in front of you, making insensitive comments about the ONE THING in your life that you are trying so hard to attain, it hurts. No matter how hard you try to just let it roll off your back.

So...

No, I don't violate the Word of Wisdom.

No, I have not consumed an entire side of beef this month.

No, my reproductive system is not your business. 

Yes, I feel great, happy, and healthy. 

Yes, I have been losing weight. How nice of you to notice! Let's go eat a steak.

I Despise That Chicken

This morning I read an article about how environmentally conscious hipsters are dumping their chickens by the Prius load at animal shelters, and now the animal shelters are stressed under the heavy burden of all these unwanted chickens. Apparently they are getting more than they bargained for when they adopted those fiendish adorable creatures. I hate to be the one to say "I told you so," but...

I KNEW IT WOULD COME TO THIS.

A couple years ago, when this trend of backyard hen-raising came to be, I remember thinking to myself, "HA! These people have NO CLUE what they are getting into. Nobody in their RIGHT MIND would keep chickens and enjoy it."

Because I know from experience something that all these hipsters have learned the hard way:

CHICKENS ARE THE DEVIL.

I'm not even kidding. And I can say it, because I know that they are. You see, back in the late 90's days of my youth, before chickens came into my life and stole my innocence, my mom and dad decided to buy some baby chicks. They were the original hipsters, ahead of their time. The idea was that we would raise the baby chicks to become hens and lay lots of fresh, delicious eggs.

And I, being a dutiful daughter, accepted the responsibility of caring for the chickens.

Oh, Jess. How naive you were.

As with most things that pertain to the devil, in the beginning it was OK. The chicks were adorable little yellow fluffballs and we kept them under a warming lamp in the back room of our house. They made little chirping noises and cuddled with each other and hardly ever pooped.

Idyllic visions danced in my head. Visions of barnyard chickens peacefully pecking in the yard and laying fresh, white, delicious eggs. The chicks were so cute, it seemed that nothing could go wrong with this situation. But that is HOW THE DEVIL WORKS, people. He seduces you with illusions of happiness until you've gotten yourself in deep and it's too late to turn back.

I went gung-ho with my new responsibilities. The hens needed a coop to move into when they came of age. My dad provided me with some split logs and a couple 2x4's and I nailed away for about 3 days (Don't worry, I was a husky girl. I could handle it.). At the end of that time, I had inexpertly constructed about 1/16 of one coop wall.

My dad took over after that, and within 2 hours he had raised a full chicken coop, complete with roosts and a working door.

My mom got all the necessary chicken-raising supplies, including feeding pans and watering devices, which look like an upside-down mason jar attached to a bowl. I remember Mom telling me that it was so the chickens couldn't poop in their water.

Oh, how wrong she was.

Finally the chickens were fully mature and ready to lay eggs, and we moved them into their new coop. I woke up early the next morning, my 13-year-old self excited to go out and collect the first batch of eggs and feed the chickens.

I curled my bangs and attired myself in my best baggy jeans, t-shirt, Doc Marten knockoffs, and scrunchie on my wrist. Bounding out to the chicken coop, egg basket in hand, I thought to myself what a wonderful thing it was that we had chickens. I'd become a regular chicken maid; a teenage expert in romantic fowl-rearing. I'd support my scrunchie habit on the sales of my fresh eggs...

Then I opened the coop door and met with a horrifying scene.

Poop. There was poop everywhere.

Poop.

Everywhere.

I mean everywhere.

There was at least 6 inches of chicken poop covering every flat surface and many non-flat surfaces. Poop streaked the walls of the coop. The feeding pans were covered with poop. The supposedly magical poop-proof watering jars were somehow coated with poop both inside and out.

In a daze, I stumbled back to the house to trade my Docs for some more practical chore boots before I could actually venture inside the coop. Once I entered that den of iniquity, 10 chickens immediately flew on my head and pooped all over my body. They ruined my bangs and befouled my perm with their feces. Eventually--after I had removed each clawed chicken from my body--in a pile of poop-covered poop, I found 3 eggs. One was tiny and deformed (we later found it had no yolk). All 3 eggs were absolutely coated with chicken crap.

At this point, I realized that we had made a horrible, horrible mistake. But we had hens; there was no turning back now. We had made our bed, now we had to lie in it.

Providing a clean, humane home for the chickens soon turned into drudgery of the worst kind. Each day was more horrific than the last. Every morning I would wake up, put on my worst clothes, and tromp out to the coop to feed the chickens, change their water, collect the eggs, and shovel poop. Every day dawned a new, poop filled nightmare. I am convinced I spent fully half that year just shoveling the mounds and mounds of black and white chicken poo. The chicken turds that I slung would have been enough to fertilize the entire bread basket region of Europe.

The days began to blur together like a nightmarish, crap-filled, endless video loop. It seemed there would be no end.

Enter my two younger brothers.

At that point in his life, my dad was really into trapping. And sled dogs. So he had a ton of traps put away for the summer and my brothers, young, curious, with deadly hunter instincts, could not resist themselves.

They set a few traps around the yard. I think they were hoping to catch a fox or maybe a couple skunks or raccoons.

Instead my chickens escaped and fell victim to the traps. It was a glorious day.

But sadly, not all the nefarious fowl were killed. And it seemed that even though a quarter of the flock had been lost, the amount of chicken poop did not decrease.

Then a few months later, my family went on an overnight camping trip. When we came home, we found that one of the sled dogs had gotten loose and slaughtered all the chickens. They lay dead, their bloody corpses, severed limbs, and torn-out feathers littering the yard.

I had never seen so beautiful a sight in all my life.

I scratched the dog's ears and gave him an extra treat that day. He was my hero.

And thus, the world was rid of a great evil and my permanent wave was no more polluted by flying poultry poop.

The End.

Half-Bum Dinner: Mini Pizza

As a child, part of our moral code was (and still is) keeping a clean mouth. Not the brush-and-floss kind of clean, but the profanity kind of clean. I grew up in my beloved LDS faith and part of our strict, but nurturing, moral code was avoiding swear words.

I have several childhood memories associated with profanity:

1) I heard my Mom swear once when I was about 13. It was the only time I've ever heard her swear in my life. I went to my room and cried. I was pretty sure at that moment that my Mom was going to Heck (she's not).

2) Once I was really mad at my younger brother. I think I was around 12 and we were fighting over which movie to watch. He probably wanted to watch Lost in the Barrens and I probably wanted to watch Split Infinity or something. Most of our movies were from Feature Films for Families. Anyway, at some point in our battle over the VCR, I realized I had just lost the fight and in a fit of rage, I thew my video down and screamed, "FINE! WATCH YOUR D*** MOVIE!" I don't remember getting into a ton of trouble for that one, even though Mom was sitting right there. I did feel extremely guilty, though.

3) Not only were we not allowed to cuss, but the following words (among others) were banned in our house: Dang, gosh, gosh dang, freak, flip, shut up, screw, crap, butt, and suck. We were also not allowed to say "Oh my stars," or "Oh my heavens!"

4) After the video incident, I did not say a swear word again for about 12 years. Not even to QUOTE anyone. No lie.

5) When I was a young single adult (not really a childhood memory, but it happened before my non-swearing streak was broken, so I'm counting it), I worked for one of my uncles, who was a manager at a scrapbook company in Salt Lake. I also lived with the same uncle and aunt. I basically worshiped the ground they walked on (and still do).
   One day during the workday I innocently went to my uncle's office to ask a question. As soon as I showed up in the open doorway, I heard him let the H-word fly to a co-worker. SHOCKING. He looked up and saw me. We both turned beet red and I ducked my head and ran away down the hall like a bat out of the unmentionable place he had just mentioned. I was shocked to hear an expletive fly from his lips, since I had been rebuked by him when I was 8 or 9 for saying the P-word. I relived the awkward moment several times in my head afterward. I wondered if his wife knew and vowed NEVER to speak of it, until my uncle brought it up in conversation with my aunt one day.

6) As a child, I was allowed to say a short list of faux swear words: shoot, cotton pickin', heck, and darn

7) I heard my Dad swear once when I was about 14. It was *almost* the only time I've ever heard him swear in my life. I went to my room and cried. I was pretty sure at that moment that my Dad was going to Heck (he's not).

Nowadays, I have some repenting to do, but I do have some strict profanity rules that I abide by before I let one fly. My rules are: Basically all swear words are banned. I allow myself to say the h-word only in the sole company of my husband, and as long as it is referring to the place, not the idea. The h-word is only to be employed on the rarest of occasions. Or when I'm quoting someone. I also have said the B-word once when I was super mad, but I made sure to pronounce the "i" as ee-yaw, Mean Girls style... I'm sure that made it so much better.

Anyway. That long tangent is my way of explaining why I'm not using the straight-up swear word in the title of my post. I just couldn't get around it. Half-bum is my style of cooking. Just ask my husband. I spent the first year of our marriage trying to deliver him the gourmet meals he was used to from his parents, but then I sort of gave up. Why spend 2 hours on something that is going to be eaten in about 10 minutes? I try to step things up a little bit when he's home, but for the most part, JC and I eat lots of breakfast foods, PB&J's, casseroles, and leftovers.

I do not claim to be any sort of good cook, food blogger, or food photographer (this will become obvious when you look at the photos). Most of the time, the stuff I turn out looks like the devil's vomit but I just roll with it and somehow I've managed to keep myself and my son alive. Miraculous, considering I've never fed my child a meal separated into an ice cube tray, a hot dog shaped like an octopus,  homemade fruit leather, apples that look like teeth, or any number of Barefoot Contessa recipes that require you to hike the Andes for fresh Chilean goat milk and then make your own cheese out of it, or whatever. I have better things to do, like recount my childhood malediction stories to the internet.
So here's the recipe. Simple:

You start with frozen dinner rolls. Thaw according to the package directions, then flatten them with a rolling pin (or your fingers; we're half-bumming this). Then bake the flattened rolls at 350 degrees for 10 minutes.

Grab a can of plain ole tomato sauce out of your pantry. Spread a spoonful on your half-baked pizza dough.

Sprinkle some Italian seasoning on it, for flavor. Don't be like the lunch ladies at my high school. A little basil won't kill you.

Then add some shredded Mozzarella.

 Also something I half-bum do: Scrubbing my pans.

Put your toppings on. I used chopped mushrooms, green peppers, red onion, olives, and pepperoni.
If I'd had any alfredo sauce, I would've used that in place of the tomato sauce and put some chicken on instead of the pepperoni. But I didn't have any, so I didn't do that. But you totally could if you wanted.

Bake them for 10 or 15 more minutes. Don't worry if some of the toppings slide off. Just scoop them back on with a spatula, like I did. Your stomach will never know.

Here's my "final product" which apparently you're supposed to show when you do a cooking blog post. You're also supposed to photograph them with a real camera rather than your iPhone, on a white plate, in natural light. My philosophy: Stop worrying so much about "supposed to," except for the important stuff of course.

Note: The side dish that looks like something a cat puked up 3 weeks ago is actually a pretty good and pretty healthy Greek quinoa salad, which you can find the recipe for here. I know it's not the same ethnic cuisine as pizza, but I had leftovers and I wanted some. Sue me.

Baby Texts

So today I got a wrong number text. I relish these moments. When the text came in and I realized that the person on the other end had the wrong number, I clapped for joy and called my husband.

"GUESS WHAT, HONEY! SOMEONE TEXTED ME BUT THEY GOT THE WRONG NUMBER!"

"Huh?"

"I got a text and the other person had the wrong number. I AM GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS!"

"You are psycho. Seriously, you are so weird. Who gets excited about messing with people who got the wrong number?"

"I know. That's why you love me."

"No, it's not. There are a lot of reasons why I love you, but being a weirdo isn't one of them."

"Thanks."

"You're welcome. I knew you needed a pick-me-up today."

Anyway. This series of texts wasn't as crazy/funny as I hoped, but that is a credit to whoever was on the other end. They actually seemed pretty smart and cool. They took my joking very good naturedly. So much that I didn't want to be mean and drag it out together. So today's texting misadventure is short and sweet:

Brown Thumb

Yesterday I dragged my little boy up to my grandparents' farm in Idaho to help them plant their garden. My parents were there too, along with my younger brother and sister and some cousins. 

But Jess, surely those aren't your siblings or your cousins. You're like 1000 years older than them.

Thanks a lot. I'm already feeling bad about turning 28 this year. RUB IT IN MY FACE, WHY DON'T YOU?

Also, I'm the oldest child of two oldest children. My youngest brother is 15 years younger than me. My aunts and uncles are younger too, so most of my cousins are actually closer to my son's age than they are to mine.

Anyways, we all turned up to help plant Grandma's garden. My 12-year-old brother tilled it and then we all went to work-- My mom, my dad, my grandma, my sister, my brother, and three cousins. And the dog, Ginger. She didn't do much to help, though. She just sat there and watched.

The lazy butt.

I did my part by standing around and taking photos to document the occasion and to revel in the beautiful cloudless Idaho sky.

That's my dad, by the way. He came straight over from feeding his horses and milking his goats to help.
That hat is not for show, by the way. He is a legit cowboy. That is the outfit he wears in 110 degree heat. He believes that flip flops and t-shirts are for wimps, yuppies, and city folk. The only time you will ever find him in shorts is if he's at a swimming pool.

Finally someone took my iphone away, shoved a bucket of sprouted potatoes in my hands, and told me that I wasn't going to get any dinner if I didn't start to pull my weight. That was enough motivation for me, but then I looked down at the potatoes. They were covered in white dust and they smelled strange.

"What is this stuff? All over the potatoes? Is it powdered cancer?" I asked.

My dad sighed and said, "No. It's Seven."

"What's Seven? Will I get cancer from this if I touch it with my bare hands?"

"No, it's just SEVEN. Here, wear these gloves."

"OKAY. Sorry. I don't know what I'm doing. It's been a long time since I planted a garden."

My mom: "Didn't you remember ANYTHING from your childhood? We planted a garden every single year! You were there! We made you help!"

Me: "Yeah but do you think I paid attention? You guys did most of the work. I just did as I was told! You told me where to drop the seeds, and that's what I did! I thought I was being a GOOD child! I didn't know there would be a test later!"

At that point one of my cousins reached out and grabbed one of the powdered potatoes and dropped it in the furrow. I dropped the bucket and screamed, "DON'T TOUCH THAT! IT WILL GIVE YOU CANCER!"

My dad sighed again and said, "Where did we go wrong?"

Later one of my other cousins, a little 8-year-old, came to me, pasty white and terrified, and whispered, "I accidentally got some of that powdery stuff on my hand and then I touched my hair. Am I going to die now?"

My Favorites: Stuff on Netflix

Today, for no particular reason (except that my husband works away from home and I have nothing but the TV to keep me company in the evening after my son goes to bed), I will share with you a list of my favorite movies/TV shows/documentaries on Netflix Instant.

If you are looking for a well-curated, tasteful compilation of the greatest cinema in history, go somewhere else. This is just a list of stuff that I watched and personally enjoyed.
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Lagaan: My favorite Bollywood movie of all time (deal with it). It pretty much has everything I require in a movie: Comedy, romance, love triangles, good vs. evil, espionage, song and dance... grown men who aren't afraid to cry every 5 seconds... It is awesome (seriously, though. Manly bawling aside, it is awesome). The basic plot: It's set back in the Indian province of Amer at the turn of the century during the time when the British took over India (I'm sure there's a correct historical term for that, but I don't wanna look it up). The guy in charge of Amer, Captain Russell, is basically an arrogant jerk who demands that the citizens of Amer--poor, starving, drought-afflicted farmers--either beat him in a game of cricket or pay him TRIPLE TAX AAAAAGGGGHHHH WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO WE ARE DEAD WE'RE DEAD DEAD DEAD. Obviously that doesn't go over well with the villagers. It's up to the main character, Bhuvan, to pull the villagers together to save everyone's lives, defeat the British, all while navigating racism, love triangles, traitors, a new sport, AND DID I MENTION THERE IS SONG AND DANCE. It's basically the perfect movie. Trust me. Watch it tonight.

Doc Martin: After I watched this show I went through a phase where I tried to convince my husband to let us all move to Cornwall and live there forever in an idyllic cottage on the seaside cliffs of Port Wenn (strangely he wasn't interested, I don't know why, something about Scotland being better). Part medical mystery series and part comedy, Doc Martin is a British TV show about Dr. Martin Ellingham, a brilliant but troubled surgeon who develops an unfortunate condition which requires him to give up his prestigious London position. Not knowing what to do with himself, he takes up a general practice in his childhood home of Port Wenn. Dr. Ellingham is a grump with an atrocious bedside manner who clashes with pretty much everyone in town and is constantly annoyed by the eccentricities of the locals, often to great comic effect. Martin has to work through his dislike of Port Wenn and his daddy issues to get his career back on track and get the girl.

Nacho Libre: About once a month, my family has a Nacho party where we eat nachos and watch this movie. Because it is the best. I love it. Do I really need to explain the plot? Because words can't really do it justice... OK. Desperate for some respect and love, peon Catholic monk Ignacio (Jack Black) enters the secret world of wrestling to help his beloved orphans and impress a beautiful new nun, Sister Encarnacion. This movie has a quote for basically every situation you will encounter in life. I've seen it about 2,400 times and I still laugh my head off.

The Office (Seasons 1-5) This is another one I've seen about a thousand times. I can't help it. It's funny.  It starts to go downhill after season 5, but the first few seasons are just the best.

Parks and Recreation: Sort of in the same vein as The Office except this one is about a very optimistic, sunny government employee named Leslie. It is LIT-RALLY one of the best TV shows ever. If you have never watched it, do yourself a favor and see it, if for no other reason than to meet Ron Swanson and April Ludgate. Also like The Office, the last couple seasons are sadly not as amazing as the first few, but watch it anyway because it's awesome (at least seasons 1-3)

 The Business of Being Born: I'm going to start this with a disclaimer: You should not watch this if you are a man, if you are bothered by nudity, gore, or if you are pregnant. Most men who try to watch this will just be horrified and disgusted. There is quite a bit of nudity associated with mothers giving birth. There is a lot of blood and chunks, again, associated with birthing. If you are pregnant, in my opinion you should not be watching any shows to do with having babies because right now your mind is crazed with hormones and mood swings. Also, I guess if you haven't had kids this might scare you a little. But other than that, all you non-pregnant moms are allowed to watch it.

My BFF April told me about this one. It is a very interesting documentary about women who choose to ditch the traditional hospital and have their babies with midwives. It compares the at-home birthing experience to one in the hospital. The stats will scare you and might convince you, like it did me, that having your next kid at home with a midwife might be the best option.

True Grit: Growing up, pretty much the only movies we ever watched were Disney, 60's-era musicals, and John Wayne. I remember watching True Grit and the Rooster Cogburn movies as a kid. The old True Grit was good, but I think I might like this version better (although my dad contends it still can never measure up to the greatness of John Wayne). Watch it. Especially to see the tween girl who plays Mattie. Seriously, that kid has more talent than a lot of actresses twice her age.

 Roman Holiday: Audrey Hepburn. Gregory Peck. Italy. Classic. Beautiful. Amazing. Watch.

Fanaa: Another awesome Bollywood. I admit, it's a little melodramatic, but that's never stopped me from enjoying a good movie. This one throws you sort of a plot curveball in the middle, so I won't ruin it by telling too much. Just this: Zooni is a blind girl who lives a sheltered life out in the country. She takes a trip to the big city with her girlfriends, then meets and falls in love with Rehan, her tour guide WHO IS HIDING A DARK SECRET. Just see it and I PROMISE you will get over her unibrow.

 Jodhaa Akbar: Bollywood again. To be honest, I still haven't totally figured out the plot of this one. The brother's cousin's nephew of the Mughal Emperor is planning to overthrow him. Or something. Then because of a bunch of political stuff, Jodhaa is forced into an arranged marriage with the Emperor and then she has to prove her loyalty to him and then a bunch of betrayals and battles and blah blah blah. Anyways, WHO CARES because PRETTYYY. It's a beautiful film, visually. Jodhaa is so stinking gorgeous that it makes me want to kill myself. There are no gray areas in this movie, but since when is that a bad thing? Also, it's a pretty clean movie. There are a few gross parts (there will be a couple of sickening splats), but no explicit love scenes or anything like that.

 Downton Abbey: I just have one thing to say about this: If you've seen it, you know how awesome it is and you're probably planning to see it again. If you haven't seen it, crawl out of that rock you've been living under.

 Call the Midwife: I didn't watch this right away when it popped up on Netflix, thinking it would be stuffy and boring. It was not what I expected at all. It is about midwives but more than that, it's a fascinating show about life in post-WWII London. It's based on the real-life experiences of Jennifer Worth. In fact, after you watch this show, you should go read the book. Especially if you are at all into history. Heck, it is interesting even if you're not a history buff.

Children Underground: I'll be honest, this movie is a huge downer. It's a documentary about orphans and runaways who take up residence in Romania's metro system and develop their own Lord of the Flies-like social hierarchy. Sad. If it does not make you bawl, make you angry, and make you want to catch the next flight to Romania to rescue them, then you have no heart. You'll root for these kids to get the help that they so desperately need, you'll feel the frustration of the people who are actually trying to rescue them but are thwarted by a variety of obstacles, and you'll be furious at the adults who SHOULD be helping them but won't (I'm looking at you, priest).

Queen of Versailles: My uncle suggested this one. It is also a documentary. This world, though, could not be more different than the one in Children Underground. This documentary takes a look at the lives of a very wealthy couple who made a huge fortune but find themselves now in huge financial trouble because of the 2008 housing collapse. He's the quintessential rich old man and she's kind of a gold digger. I sat there in disbelief at how they just could not manage to pare down their lifestyle, and I had a hard time feeling sympathy for either of them, since in a lot of ways they were in a mess of their own making. Ultimately, though, I did start to feel sorta bad for them and rooted for them to get their crap together (which, due to some Googling, I later find out they did. For now.). Very interesting. Lots of food for thought. Also, they live in this huge house with TONS OF DOG POOPS ALL OVER THE FLOOR EWWWWW. 

The Legend of Johnny Lingo: Here's a goody from the golden age of LDS filmmaking. I like to watch this on quiet Sunday evenings with my little boy, in hopes that the message will sink in someday for him to be nice to the ugly girls and that it doesn't pay to be a bully, because you never know when your long lost BFF will suddenly show up years later as the wealthy king of his own island and business empire. It's a cute family show. It's not particularly deep or anything, but it does have a good moral to it and you wouldn't be horrified to watch it with your kids. Also it doesn't really have any inaccessible LDS references that would turn off non-LDS viewers. It's just an all around sweet film.

MAHANA YOU UGLY!